problematic Me..

I have this one problem..

it's hard for me to get close to people

I've tried..seriously

but I feel awkward around them.

and I don't like that feeling

that feeling like some criminal is staring at you

like you're walking alone in the street and everyone is watching you

like you're in the new place alone far far away from your family and hometown.

so I choose to stay friends with those I feel comfortable with.

and whom I didn't,I'll just say hi and bye..

I'm in dilemma sometimes..

but, thanks to my family and friends who understand me

who stay with me,who support me,who love me..

those who didn't, I don't care..