04 November 2013

Esna- biting my lower lip





currently in love with most of the heirs ost..but i like this one the most ;)

Romanization

araet ibsul mollae mulgo
nun jigeushi gamji
nae momeul chaewo
oneun seollemeul gamchwo

waenji jakku ganjireowo neol saenggag
hamyeon honja mareul geon nege dwae
Give me a perfect day.
Oh I’ll stay, by your side
nan beolsseo nae mam
baneul deulkin geol

gidae haedo joheun nari olgeoya
joheun ilman jantteug daga olgeoya
himdeun nareul jikyeo bara bwa jul
han saram, neoin geot gateun
gibun deuneun geol
I wanna make you mine forever

kkeunheo jil deut ieojineun
haemalgeun useum, nun tteo
bomyeon nae geoshin geol
Give me a perfect day.
Oh I’ll stay, by your side
nan beolsseo nae mam
baneul deulkin geol

gidae haedo joheun nari olgeoya
joheun ilman jantteug daga olgeoya
himdeun nareul jikyeo bara bwa jul han
saram, neoin geot gateun
gibun deuneun geol
I wanna make you mine

bunmyeong joheun saram mannan
geolgeoya meotjin ilman
jantteug chaenggyeo julgeoya
sarang hanarodo
chungbunhal geot gateun geol,
Nothing’s better, better than I love

gidae haedo joheul sarang ilgeoya joheun
ilman jantteug daga olgeoya
himdeun nareul jikyeo bara bwa jul han
saram, neoin geot gateun
gibun deuneun geol
I wanna make you mine

English translation
I secretly bite my lower lip
and softly close my eyes
I try to hide the fluttering
feeling that fills my body

It tickles for some reason when
I think of you,
I start to talk to myself
Give me a perfect day,
oh I’ll stay, by your side I already
revealed half of my heart

A day where you can have high hopes
will come Only good things will come
The one person who will protect and
watch over the struggling me
I feel like that person is you
I wanna make you mine forever

Your bright smile continues
as if it will break
When I open my eyes, it’s mine
Give me a perfect day,
of I’ll stay, by your side
I already revealed
half of my heart

A day where you can have high hopes
will come Only good things will come
The one person who will protect
and watch over the struggling me
I feel like that person is you
I wanna make you mine

I definitely met a good person,
only great things will happen
I think just love
alone is enough
Nothing’s better,
better than our love

A day where you can have high hopes
will come Only good things will come
The one person who will protect
and watch over the struggling me
I feel like that person is you
I wanna make you mine

07 October 2013

angin yang membawa khabar





khabar angin...maksud dia lebih kurang khabar yang tidak benar la..dalam hidup kita ni pasti pernah dengar khabar2 angin ni..tapi tu la, bak kata orang tua2 dulu..kalau xde angin,masakan pokok bergoyang?..kalau dah dengar khabar2 yang kurang enak tu janganlah terus percaya atau ignore...banyak udang banyak garam.banyak orang banyak ragam..sebaiknya siasatla dulu dan buatlah pertimbangan..kalau angkuh,tolak bulat-bulat kelak merana diri..

p/s : esok xde kelas..excited yeay!!!






05 October 2013

kawan





kawan..apa guna kawan kalau time susah baru nk mintak tolong..time senang lupa..bukan nak mengungkit or membangkit..hati ni sakit..sakit sangat..dah banyak kali kena macam ni..treat others like you want them to treat you..sadly, most of them don't..no matter how well you treat them..diri ini manusia punya hati dan perasaan..kadang xkuat menghalang amarah..susahnya nak ikhlaskan diri dalam persahabatan kalau satu pihak je memberi dan satu pihak je menerima...T_T



11 September 2013

aim






Aim for the stars..even if you fail,
you'll still reach the sky..


Cuti sem kali ni banyak masa terluang..since dah balik Malaysia cuti raya haritu so xleh balik lg..almaklumlah student duit elaun sara hidup pon xcukup apatah lagi nak beli tiket balik selalu..
So duduklah melanguk ( xsure ejaan betul ke x ) dekat rumah ni xtau nak buat apa..kebosanan..

ok point yang nak disampaikan sebenarnya dalam hidup ni kenalah ada tujuan, cita2 yang positif disertakan dengan usaha tuk menjalani hidup yang bermakna...kalau x, kosong kosong kosong (macam lagu najwa latiff hurm tapi xpernah pon dengar lagu ni lagi..kejap lagi nak cari)..so, marilah kita sama2 buat ulangkaji muhasabah diri apa tujuan sebenar hidup kita di dunia yang sementara ni..fikir2 kan lah ye ;)




06 August 2013

mungkinkah?




ecece dah macam tajuk lagu dah title post ni..lama dah xmenulis,malam ni terasa nak menulis..hurmm cepatnya masa berlalu..sedar x sedar ramadhan dah hampir meninggalkan kita..ya Allah adakah kita tergolong dalam golongan orang yang beruntung? yang memanfaatkan ramadhan sepenuhnya? tepuk dada tanya diri sendiri..semoga amalan2 kita diterima Allah..aminn insyaAllah..agak2 masih berpeluang x bertemu ramadhan yang akan datang dan seterusnya..mungkinkah?

ok sejak2 balik malaysia busy kemain..tolong mak buat kuih raya,jahit baju bagai...study entah kemana..padahal xm right after raya...cita2 tinggi melangit tapi usaha ke laut..macam mana nak berjaya ni umairah? huhu T_T..

perasaan cuak tu still xdapat mengatasi perasaan gembira dapat balik malaysia spend time dgn family..weheee~.manusia2..mudah lupa..yang plg happy org yg visit rumah,makcik yg jual kuih dekat bazar,makcik2 dekat maskid smua ingat empunya diri ni masih bersekolah menengah..inilah untungnya jadi kakak kpd adik2 yg tinggi lampai muka matang..akak jadi adik..terasa muda la plak..kekeke..but after dapat wedding invitation dari member2 seseri tetus terasa tua balik..sedihla xdpt attend wedding member2..agak2 nanti empunya diri invite ke majlis member2 dtg x? huhu..hope dpt dtg..kalau x alahai sedihnyaa..

oke cukup2 la merapu..masih banyak kerja menanti esok..masih belum terlambat nak wish salam ramadhan..manfaatkan sisa2 hari terakhir ni dengan perbanyakkan amal ibadah..(ingatan untuk diri sendiri jugak) dan selamat menyambut Aidilfitri..maaf zahir dan batin :)

*antara aktiviti2 sepanjang cuti kali ni...camwhoring,baking,menjahit dan yg paling banyak sekali melantak..tahun lepas after raya naik 5 kg..tahun ni agak2 berapa? ayuh tunggu dan lihat....





15 July 2013

jual ikan




huhu..i'm not selling a fish or anything *except for herbalife products*
just want to share something bout this post title...i've seen and have been through a lot within these 3 years in Bali...and for the next two and half years..but dealing with those selfish people are the things that i hate the most..i don't know why it always happen to me..am i too nice? helping people cause i pity them and i know if i could then i should help in return when i'm in need they are there to help me. but it won't happen..and here i am posting a post to share the feeling of a loner who doesnt have anyone to rely on when in need..disappointment aren't gonna solve anything umairah...brace up..face the world!!! Allah is there for you..Always...


*a special thanks to k.nawa yang dah dengar curhat = curahan hati
feel relieved after having a whatsapp session with you ;)



29 June 2013

P.U.S.H




When everything seems to go wrong .................................. just P.U.S.H!
When the job gets you down .............................................. just P.U.S.H!
When people don't react the way you think they should ....
. just P.U.S.H!
When your money is "gone" and the bills are due ............... just P.U.S.H!
When people just don't understand you ............................. just P.U.S.H!

P + U + S + H = Pray + Until + Something + Happens


* There is a great story behind these quote..got this from my friend when I reached the bottom of my life. Whenever i'm feeling sad like now i'll go through my mailbox and re read the story..somehow this quote makes me feel better as I always believe HE is watching me and I'm not alone..Alhamdulillah...






08 June 2013

conversation...




anak : assalammualaikum mak..buat apa tu?
mak : wasalam..tadi tengah makan
anak : mak...nak kawen bole?
mak : bole je..dah ada calon ke?
anak : hehe..kalau orang indonesia bole?
mak : xkesah janji yang ada agama
anak : orang Bali? agama hindu?
mak : hish xyahla..awak tu pon xseberapa nak bimbing orang lain plak
anak : apa salahnya dakwah melalui perkahwinan..
 * kedengaran ayah menyampuk..ha berani la bawak balik umah laki bertattoo bagai..ayah tutup pintu rumah rapat2..
anak dan mak tertawa..
anak : xdela saja gurau2 kacau mak ayah..lama xcall sebab tu buat 'drama'
mak : la ingatkan serius nak kawen tadi...xabes blaja lagi mak bagi tunang dulu la..sebelum clinical bole la tunang..nak kawen pas abes blaja la ye..buat sekali majlis dengan kakcik hujung tahun 2016 ke..
anak : wokeyh..no problem..set..





01 June 2013

lombok trip

 

rajin la plak nak mengepost..ni gara2 minum starbuck so xbole tdo...gini la jadiny kalau low tolerance terhadap caffeine..drug pon sama..makan panadol pon bole ngantuk apa cte tu? ok post ni throwback trip lombok dulu2..
SAYA SUKA LOMBOK BUKAN ANAK2 TERUNANYA!!! perlu caps lock takut orang lain salah erti.agak2 if rasa bosan nak escape ke gili trawangan lombok lagi..murah pon murah..pulau kecik je..xsampai sejam cycle dah abes keliling pulau..snorkelling murah n cantek..terbaikk!!!

*ni pantai segigi if xsilap

*cycling around Gili Trawangan Lombok Island

*ktorg bajet tourist yg fun

*teruja first time naik ferry..kat luar ni usha sunset..




dreams




i have a dream...a song to sing..lalaalalala
ok meroyan kejap..tadi baru abes xm cardio..so dah xberapa nak betul..
I think cardio xm is the worst xm i've been through..dengan lack of preparation study etc..jangan harapla nak pass...if pass memang miracle la..dahla passing mark 70 bukannye 40 macam skola rendah.haha..

back to the post title..
dreams..
saya nak kawen bole?
dah tetiba sal kawen ni kenapa plak Umairah?
saja..skrg almost tiap bulan dapat wedding invitation dari rakan2 sebaya..terasa diri dah tua..dikala orang lain sibuk mencari pasangan mendirikan rumah tangga,diriku masih lagi bergelut dengan xm,bertemankan buku sepanjang masa demi mengejar cita-cita..tercampak di pulau Bali ni menjalani hidup sebagai medical student yang agak kesepian..
jealous memang jealous tengok rakan2 yang lain dah bekerja bahagia dengan dunia mereka..kita dekat sini masih jauh perjalanan untuk menggenggam segulung ijazah.kenapa oh kenapa why oh why?
xpela..sabarrr Umairah..itu sudah ketentuanNya..
akhir kata,perbaiki diri jalani aja kehidupan sehari-hari..kekeke

p/s : 2mggu lepas balik mesia 5hari..mggu lepas jalan2 jogja 2hari..dah tau reason kenapa lack of preparation for cardio xm.sendiri cari pasal sendiri tanggung..padan muka kalau xlulus.bwekk :p

*jealous tengok bangunan fakulti UGM jogja lagi cantek dari fakulti UNUD bali..

* dengan mira twin masa dekat MSU..skrg xtwin dh sbb duk jauh asing2 and dia pakai contact lense.bwahaha

*jogja banyak tempat makan cantik murah and sedap...

*siapa suka susu definitely suka kalimilk ni..if duduk jogja hari2 kot lepak sini..;)








21 April 2013

kantoi




tak sangka still ada yg baca blog yg dh bersawang ni..that's why main tulis je smua..end up my sister ada baca my last post.ahhh dah xsuprise la balik bulan 5 nanti.tapi dia dah janji nak simpan rahsia from other family members..hope she can keep her promise.ee xsabar nak balik even for 5 days..hehe..ok2 dah2 meroyan..esok xm..my sister pon final xm matrik start esok..pray for us to do well in our xm k..;)


18 April 2013

update





Kita hanya merancang Allah yang menentukan..
taxpela mungkin xde rezeki kali ni nak melancong ke singapore..
tapi plan nak balik Malaysia buat kali kedua tahun ni selepas bulan march haritu,
insyaAllah akan diteruskan tanpa pengetahuan family..ala2 nak buat suprise gitu..;)
thanks BIG AirAsia yg buat promo redeem flight.so xdela rasa membazir sgt duit abes beli tiket since dapat tiket murah.

Now dah start mencari rumah2 murah nak menyewa dgn rakan2..
ramai yg xgalakkan duduk serumah especially tuk dak2 perempuan..takut gaduh la apa la.
betul mmg betul since pompuan ni emotional sket,tapi..banyak kelebihan duduk rumah ramai2 ni..
kadang2 terleka atau susah nak bangun solat ada yg tegur atau kejutkan, bila sakit demam ada yang tolong tengok-tengokkan and bila rasa malas belajar tgk kawan serumah blaja rasa motivated.hope dapatla rumah yg murah dan bersesuaian.. Aaminn...insyaAllah..

yang paling penting sekarang exam next week!!!!..tapiii...macam biasa sentiasa xbersedia..huhu..hope xm kali ni lancar dan sukses..;)




08 April 2013

?



Life is full of a questions
Even though years has passed
Yet I still didn't know the answer..


I'm tired of waiting
Wish I have all the answer to my questions
But that's how life is

Keep holding on Umairah
Cause you are stronger
Better than your expectation.



17 February 2013

a month




home in a month...
so close yet so far
i don't want to be far apart from my family
its difficult and lonely.

heart..
please be strong
3 more years
and you will win

12 February 2013

siapa cepat dia dapat



that day ada usha sebijik jam ni..time tu memang dah berkenan and hampir2 nak amek since budget ada.but terasa membazir plak if beli coz dah banyak sangat duit abes shopping haritu.then nak beli la bulan ni.dah semangat bangun pagi nak g beli usha balik tgk2 jam tu dah xde.warghhh T_T trus xbersemangat rasa. tula,len kali if berkenan grab je..xdela rasa menyesal macam skrg..huhu...#lessonlearned