jiwa kacau..

my outsides are coolmy insides are blueevery time I think I'm throughit's because of youI've tried different ways but it's all the sameat the end of the day I have myself to blame

semalam..

masa otw keluar cari makanan semalam..

ternampak budak2 kecik dekat2 kost ni

ramai2 main sama2

cute,innocent happy je.

then terdengar suara anak kucing meow2..

ingat diorang ni seksa anak kucing ke apa

rupa2nya diorang ni selamatkan anak kucing yang jatuh dalam longkang besar.

nampak anak kucing tu basah kesejukan

nampak jugak budak2 ni baju abes basah kotor

tersentuh hati melihat mereka

hope besar nanti xjadi selfish macam dewasa yang lain.

sungguh zaman kanak2 adalah zaman yang paling indah.

dan semalam adalah mustahil untuk ditebus.

how i wish i'm still a kid..huhu

p/s : now tgh download semua lagu ost glee.haish tahun baru lagi beberapa hari.will update my wish list..:)

i'm broke..

huarghh...xde duit dh.elaun dah abes.
siapa2 yang kaya cepatla hulur2.
serius xpernah broke sgt macam ni.
huhu.tiket balik mesia xbeli lg.

alangkah indahnya hidup kalau elaun jpa masuk awl bulan depan.uhuk3.

cerita cuci moto

went for cuci moto this evening

sambil2 duduk tunggu moto kena cuci tu..

ternampak seorang pompuan ni

baru ambil anak2 die dari kelas agama.

sambil2 anak2 die naik atas moto,mak die ni bertanya..

"belajar apa harini?"

dan anak2 die pon recite surah2 yang diorg belajar.

comel je. ;)

agak2 lama lagi x nak tunggu saat macam tu?

haish berangan jela...

blaja xabes lg,kawen pon x lg.ni nak ada ank yg dh masuk skola.

p/s : teliti sgt org kedai cuci moto tu basuh.pasni basuh situ jela.dekat dgn kost lagipon..:)

cerita hujan

suka sangat2 hujan especially after hujan abes.

bila keluar je hirup udara rasa sgt refreshing.
and tengok pokok2 yang segar,tanah yang basah..i'm lovin it..;)

musim hujan baru start dekat sini sebab tu bercakap pasal hujan.

tadi after tolong my fren pindah kost (rumah sewa),

ktorang pergi makan dekat warung nasi uduk

sebab sangat lapar after memerah tenaga angkat barang smua.

then tengah2 makan tu hujan,angin kuat,kilat,guruh semua..

rasa sangat2 takut.normally hujan lebat macam tu sure duduk dekat2 mak.
on that time rasa nak menangis actually dah hampir menitis air mata pon..huhu

ade satu family dekat sebelah yang tengah makan gak..

anak die yg besar skit, i think umur dalam 3-4 thn

nangis2 sambil pegang telinga sbb takut kilat guruh smua.

her dad sangat la baik peluk die and pujuk

bila melihat situation tu lagi bertambah sayu teringatkan mak ayah..

tapi rasa lawak gak lak sebab dah besar2 still takut guruh and kilat.

macam budak kecik tu plak hihi..

sabar umairah..awal bulan 2 nanti insyaAllah bole balik..:)
xlama je lagi..

december post..

i knew it will eventually come..

but not now cause i'm not ready and i hate it

now i'm stuck

what should i do?

ignore it or express it

and i think i should ignore it.

lapar

rasa sangat lapar..

tapi xde sape nak teman pergi makan dekat kedai

so xkeluar makan dinner la harini

sanggup xmakan sbb xde org teman

that's me..hihi

so untuk hilangkan rasa lapar buat milo makan biskut cukupla

nak upgrade restaurant city

novel pinjam dkt member xbaca lagi

assignment pon xsiap lagi

kenapa la rasa MALAS sgt ni

haish..

p/s homesick tapi nak balik mesia utk cuti smggu kna byr tiket,tax smua almost rm1k,rase cam melampau lak.xpe.sabar2 feb xlama dh..chaiyok umai fighting!!!

camping

as a med student, feeling stress are common

but on last weekend all my stress are gone

why? simply because of the camping.

here,camping is a tradition and a must for new juniors.

seniors are allowed to orientate them but strictly no physical contact.

and I was lucky enough to become a station master.

at my station, juniors have to play the game and finish it on time.

those who fail to do so will get a punishment.

purposely, I set up a hard game so that all of them can't finish the game.

haha evil me..

but new juniors are very lucky coz their camping are not that

hard and worst like my batch had last year.huhu..it's not fair.

I think 1photo would be enough to tell the story ;)

...

dear blog,

I have a problem..
and I don't have anyone else to talk to,beside you.

someone is giving me excuses or better known as a lie since she is a good liar.

I know I have a problem with anger management,
that's why I always keep my mouth shut.

but..

instead of letting me cool down first, she's overreacted.
she blamed me for not listening to her so called 'explanations'

while make an annoying face to show that she is angry.

and I was like erkkk =.='
I'm the one who should get angry since she lied to me,

and she knows it but still trying to explain even though we both know it was a lie.

I can't tell what's the lie all about blog,

but should I endure this?

since we know liars will keep on tell lies

and it's not the first time she lied to me.

thanks for listening blog..love you.

internet slow..

walaupon dah berkurun lama sampai bali after cuti raya..

still xdapat nak upload gamba2 raya ritu sbb tenet sgt la slow.

saket ati.beli broadband mahal2 n byr bulan2 mahal tp tenet macam ciput.

kalau dkt mesia pakai streamyx dah laju,.xperlu byr mahal2 pon.

huhu.nampaknye blog akan terbiar sepi lama.:(

biarlah ym berbicara..

ok gembira sangat dapat habiskan novel ni.
dulu baca dekat blog je.and dekat blog die letak sesuku je.so xtau ending die.
jalan2 kedai buku ritu nampak novel ni terus beli.
inilah first novel yang saya beli.sebelum ni pinjam novel org je baca.
lepas ni nak cari novel2 lagi. wee~

notakaki: citer raye xupdate lg.nanti2 la..malas nk upload gamba raya yg byk tu.hihi.

gusi+xm+mesia...

dah 2 hari berturut makan bubur nasi je.
sebabnye gusi bengkak sampai jaw sakit and susah nak bukak mulut.
ingatkan nak jumpa dentist after balik mesia nanti..

tapi dah xtahan sangat.
so jumpa doctor biase dulu (xyah byr sbb insuran cover)

sebab lau jumpe dentist sni mahal.consultant fee je dah mencecah rm100 lebih

belum termasuk ubat tu.melampau kan..

pastu kna bayar sendiri dulu and baru boleh claim insuran.
plus sekarang tengah xde wit.sob3x..T_T

footnote1:cepatla xm jumaat ni nak balik mesia yeayy!!!

cerita bukak puasa~

harini ingatkan nak diet la xnk makan nasi since nak balik mesia xlama lagi.

xnak nampak gemok sampai2 umah nanti.

mula2 bukak puasa dgn buah pear sebijik,biskut n air teh.

tapi lepas solat maghrib,perut rase lapar gila..

then masakla nasi satu pot (ckupla tuk berbuka n sahur almaklumlah masih single mingle..)

pastu pergi beli lauk dkt gerai yang dekat umah sewa @ kost.

xdela suka sangat beli dekat gerai ni sebab ayam die jual kecik..

tapi disebabkan malas nak pergi kedai yang bes sebab jauh,beli la lauk dekat kedai yang dekat.

ok mainpoint post kali ni nak citer sal pakcik kedai ni.

mula2 sampai kedai tengok bini pakcik tu xde.(monolog dalam hati:manala bini die ni.)

bukannye baik dengan bini die ke ape,cuma malas nak layan pakcik tu.

sebab lau bini die ade sure die xberani nak beramah mesra..senyap je..takut bini la kot.

bila bini die xde..hurmm ulat bulu naik daun la die.

nasib baik customer ramai rini,xdela pakcik tu nak beramah mesra sgt.

balik umah terus makan nasi.hancur diet plan.uhuk3x.

menu:ayam goreng lalapan

notakaki 1: ok jgn komen mention sal saya gemok k.

notakaki 2: sambil tulis post sambil dengar lagu raya.:)

notakaki 3:cepatla 19hb nak balikk!!!!

countdown..

5 more days and i'll be in malaysia

siyes xsabar gila =)

sementara tunggu last paper tuk remed ni,

tgk cter house and the big bang theory

haish umairah..lagha betul.
dah 14ramadhan tapi al-quran xkhatam lagi.

hope sempat khatam sebelum menstruate..
insyaAllah...:)

ramadhan ♥

salam ramadhan smua..:)

marilah bersama kita manfaatkan bulan yang mulia ini dengan sebaik-baiknya.

p/s : esok xm osce..huhu T_T sob3x

flashback..

tadi terusha gamba2 lama masa zaman skola and pre-u

teringat kenangan lama..huhu.

and teringat jugak si dia

haish sungguh memori xbole nak padam.

sentiasa kekal dalam ingatan

ok stop..xmau sedih2

now,xde idea cmne nak wat paperwork..

doc nak besok..huhu..

excited nak balik mesia ramadhan n raya..

tiket dh beli,balik on 19.8.2011

yeehaa..;)

ok stop..nak wat paperwork..

daa blog..see u soon..

update...

its been ages since i update my blog.huhu..

actually banyak je aktiviti yg saya lakukan.just malas nak share.hihi..

story kali ni ialah my trip to jakarta n bandung wif fara.

(15 april-17 april)

malasla nak cerita,so let the pictures tell the story k. ;)

saturday morning-otw to bandung

arrived bandung at noon n went shopping till we forgot to take picture.haha..

then went for lunch n shopping again..

night-brownies shop

dinner

after dinner we ate durians

after dat all of us went back to hotel in jakarta..

morning-at d lobby hotel

due to traffic jammed in jakarta we spend a lot of time in car..huhu.

lunch at natrabu

bajaj ride..

see..how happy farah n me..

after that we went shopping at anggerik mall.
again we didn't take our photo when we went for shopping as we were too busy..hihi.

after that,we head to airport and went back to denpasar,bali..huhu..

and a special thanks to kakseri who took our picture and sponsored our trip to bandung.

♥ nasi goreng ♥

rindu nak makan nasi goreng D'Rempah

xtau kenapa.huhu..

so,untuk mengubat kerinduan..

tadi dinner dekat cak asmo mkn nasi goreng

banyak gilerr.tapi sbb lapo sgt,abes gak nasi tu.

n juruparkir kedai tu hyperactive n peramah giler..

suke pakcik tu.nak bayar parkir pon senang je hati.

*rindunya nak lepak-lepak dgn housemate mais..huhu..:(

a moment to remember...

still igt lagi memori lama.

masa result spm kuar.

naik bas sorg2 g kl amek slip spm then terus balik phg nek bas gak.

xsempat jumpe smua cikgu ucap terima kasih.

on dat time xtau nak rase ape.

gembira dapat straight A's

but sedih sangat sebab mak masuk hospital haritu.

dah balik phg tu terus balik kg.

esok tu baru dapat jumpe mak dkt hospital n tunjuk slip result.

mak happy sgt n time tu baru rase hepi gilerr.

then, mak tanye nak amek engin o medic

jawab minat engin but tau mak prefer medic.

so,here i am..studying medic..:)

btw,rini result spm 2010 keluar..

Alhamdulillah..

congrates to my bro..even xdpt straight A's pon still not bad.

malas2 pon bole skor gak.

n saya kna simpan wit tuk belikan kasut raya die..

haish susah lau dah janji ni..adeii.

i called myself a student...

for those who know me really well,

you won't believe what i'm gonna tell you guys..

so,slap your face first..

ok..just want to tell all of you that for the first time in my life..

that i actually finished reading all the words in the reference book about a topic.

and the topic is empathy.

i'm so proud of myself

so give me a big applause..

thanks guys..

*p/s: the reference for that topic is only 3pages..hahahaha..

nyepi

semalam ade perayaan nyepi kat bali ni.

dah nama pon nyepi for sure la kna menyepi kan.

xleh bkak lampu n xleh kuar umah.

satu bali sunyi sepi n gelap gelita.even airport pon tutup.

dah la tenet connection die tutup..perut lapa lagi..wat sket ati je.

but,the best part is..malam2 tgk bintang cantek n banyak giler..

lau tgk kat atas bukit sambil baring sure besh.

ok la..enough for today..

esok bermulanya sem baru..

xde mood nak study.

bali

juz went back to bali yesterday..

and i hate it k.

esok de xm osce n xstudy papepon lagi.

sebulan kat mesia cam heaven giler.

makan,tido,spend time dgn family..

bertinju dgn adik2.n bes giler la sampai xleh describe dgn kata2.

huhu k la,saya perlu study!!!.

wish me luck~

i'm back!!!

assalammualaikum n gudnite..

ish rase kekok lak lame dah xmenulis..:(

hurmm juz nak update skrg saya blaja dekat bali,indonesia..

(unud-sarjana kedokteran)

dulu ingat nak berhenti dah berblogging tapi sayang lak rasenye sebab tua2 nanti xtau nak watpe..

atleast if ade blog bole la baca..recall balik memori lame.hehe...

ok la..xtau dah nak tulis pe n jgn lupe lihat gamba dibawah ye..

-cantekkan pantai dibali-

~wif some of my sgd mate n amin~