a month

home in a month...
so close yet so far
i don't want to be far apart from my family
its difficult and lonely.

heart..
please be strong
3 more years
and you will win

siapa cepat dia dapat

that day ada usha sebijik jam ni..time tu memang dah berkenan and hampir2 nak amek since budget ada.but terasa membazir plak if beli coz dah banyak sangat duit abes shopping haritu.then nak beli la bulan ni.dah semangat bangun pagi nak g beli usha balik tgk2 jam tu dah xde.warghhh T_T trus xbersemangat rasa. tula,len kali if berkenan grab je..xdela rasa menyesal macam skrg..huhu...#lessonlearned

first time

first time...
i know i shouldn't
but i can't stand to think bout this all the time
before it goes deeper..
before i can't handle it..
i should...

eventhough i know the outcome
that it eventually not my favor
i have to gather my courage
and put this to an end

it may be hard at first,
but somehow i did it
and to my suprise...
i managed to get over it.

HATI

perasaan marah,bengang,benci,kecewa semua ada
huhu...duhai hati bersabarlah